慧's Diary

LOL saw something online.
EERIEEEEEEEE. HAVING GOOSEPIMPLES NOW.
How long ago was that.
LOL DON'T CARE.

Anyway, i ripped my skin off my thumb today. Was drumming, then suddenly, bachi hits thumb, excrutiating pain, look down, got horrified, skin was ripped off, but still continue to try to concentrate on drumming with all the ishiki i can gather. Because Min Zhong was around, so i don't dare to stop. = =

BTW its MinZhong my senior senior's birthday today! we had a mini celebration. Hope to see the pictures sooon! Happy Birthday MinZhong~

Hehe, time to study chem, cried on the MRT today because i didn't know how to do chem. Okay, i know its stupid, but my anger just took over me. STUPID TEACHER! DON'T KNOW HOW TO TEACH GO SOMEWHERE ELSE LA.

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Picture is here!

I look so tiny and young in this picture. LOL FULL OF ALUMNIS!!! Someone's smile very charming. LOL


Eating cakeeeee~
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Wanted to blog about yesterday Manpuku dinner with Pigs but NO PICTURE HOW TO BLOG!
Anyway, just wanted to say: Am i still very nerdy?
Veron and Joyce both become so adult already...
But i think i'm born a fashion idiot ba, and very resistant to other 'In' things too. LOL
Forgive me, but this nerd girl won't change in the near future.
Because when there's a need then there's a change.
Now, i don't feel the need. I've got a bunch of very accomodating Daikoreans who don't care about my unglamness. And my friends like me for many of my other qualities, not looks. Also, i am so cute (slaps) LOL.

Natural is best for me la!

Its suzuki shogo's birthday!!!
and i am using a phrase from his blog.
And i am going to use a post from his blog now.

"目と目を合わせる事
顔合わせて話す事。
すごい大事なこと

自分だけの考えに固執しないで
相手の気持ちも考える
思いやる
自分の気持ちもつたえる
すごい大切なこと

自分が真摯にまっすぐむかえば
きっと相手もそれに同じく
分かり合えないなんてことない

考えすぎないで
線をひかないで
周りを変えたければまずは自分から
前を向こうよ
ね

みんながみんなの幸せを願って
みんなが笑ってたら
きっと皆ほんとうに幸せになれるんだから

答えは
自分でつくらなきゃ
答は無数にある
いくらでも選べるんだよ
自分の胸に手を置いて
深呼吸
ほら見えてくるでしょ
自分の姿が
笑ってる？
泣いてる？

笑ってたいじゃん
隣にいる人は？
そのまた隣にいるひとは？
笑ってて欲しいじゃん
じゃぁ自分も笑わないと
みんなで笑っていたいじゃんか
みんなの幸福を祈って
みんな幸せで

理想？
きれいごと？

ううん
そんな風に思わないで

甘い？

ううん
自分で選べるんだよそれは

下を向かない
みんなで笑いたいもんな
うん。"
- Suzuki Shogo

這是我一直以來都想相信的道理,一直以來給我勇氣的道理. 每個人都昰善良的. 可是當每件事都證明我是錯的, 這個時候到底還該不該抱著這個信念. 如果放棄了這個信念, 那勇氣要從哪裡來?
我不會放棄這個信念. Because i am a strong samurai like Chiaki chan!
Happy birthday Shogo! Thanks for your touching blog post! Hope you have a great year ahead!

A debate with my mum got me thinking. Money and glory makes adults unhappy.

I've grown up in an environment full of appalling adults. Because of money, they break relationships, turn against their own morals, sell their pathetic souls.

Many adults just like to act as if they are leading a very glorious life. Otherwise they would have 'no face'. To achieve this, they tell lies, buy expensive stuff, act like someone they are not.

Whats the point of all this? Are you really happy in the end? What do you really earn? You only earn respect of people who don't look on the inside. You end up getting all self-concious and stressed up. Why do you have to care about all those people who doesn't matter, when you have betrayed your own parents and yourself?

I do not want to become some one like that. Acting like someone better than yourself is too hard. Just like what a facebook group i joined said: 'I can be mature, i just choose to be immature so that i can have fun' XD

(我想我接受太多五月天教育了 ww)

Hai, i got sick today, the doctor says its viral infection. I hate to think that there are viruses inside of my body!! I thought viruses are what we learnt in textbooks only. What did i do to get that virus... I wonder what is the structure of my virus... *sickening microbio*

Anyway i wanted to go to school this morning but realised that i was having fever and terrible bodyaches. So i had to miss school and go back to sleep. I missed biophysics!! i am going to be so dead. i must really really work very hard for biophysics already!! I dun want a C in my report card this sem!! =(

HI my name is Meow~

I am an elephant but my name is Meow.
I am a New Year gift from Hui Qin, to The Adorablest Girl- Liu Yihui.
I am neighbours with the people from My Neighbour TONTORO



The Adorablest Girl is actually a wierd girl. (Refer to picture above)
However, i don't mind her at all because i am wierd myself too, in many ways.
One of the way that i am wierd: I have wierd, colourful poop.

Cool right my poop.
My owner likes to eat my poop, because its as colourful as salad.


But i can't let her eat my poop, because my poop are rare, limited and super expensive poop.
And my owner got angry at me for stopping her from eating my poop.



And she slapped me.

But i am happy because i get to eat my own poop.


Thanks for reading my story, sorry for wasting your time. Who asked you to read. Heehee.

Hai, just want to rant.

someoneisveryirresponsibleithoughtwesplittheworkandyoutook2
questionsandhowcomeyouonlyansweredonequestionandyouranswer
issoridiculouslyshortthatyoumightaswelldon'twriteandnowyou
disappearfromthefaceoftheearthandiprobablyhavetohelpyoudotheother
questiontomorrowbecauseyou'llprobablydisappearuntiltomorrowdinnertime
becauseduringdinnertimeyou'llgettoeatthefreedinnerwhymustyoualways
promisetodothingsthendisappearuntilitistoolatewhymustialwaysapproachyou
firstbeforeyoutellmethatyouarehavingproblemswithyourpartoftheprojectits
annoyingcanyoujustbeabitmoreresponsibletowardswhatyousay?
nowihavetodoonequestionforyoutomorrowandiwantedtodomychemistry
tutorialstomorrow.=(=(=(

Oyasumi.